Once again I
have been called to repentance for neglecting my blog. I will do my best to
keep it up. I do not promise a weekly post, but I will (once again) try not to forget
about it entirely. Thank you for your patience with me.
Yesterday I
preached on Mark 1:21 -28. In the NRSV, it reads:
They went to
Capernaum; and when the Sabbath came, he entered the synagogue and taught. They
were astounded at his teaching, for he taught them as one having authority, and
not as the scribes. Just then there was in their synagogue a man with an
unclean spirit, and he cried out, ‘What have you to do with us, Jesus of
Nazareth? Have you come to destroy us? I know who you are, the Holy One of God.
‘But Jesus rebuked him, saying, ‘Be silent, and come out of him!’
commands even the unclean spirits, and they obey him. ‘At once his fame began
to spread throughout the surrounding region of Galilee. And the unclean spirit,
throwing him into convulsions and crying with a loud voice, came out of him.
They were all amazed, and they kept on asking one another, ‘What is this? A new
teaching—with authority! He
In my sermon
I said that anything that comes between God and you, God and God’s love for
you, or God and God’s will for your life is not of God. Anything that separates
us from God is not of God. This leads me to ask, what is it that we allow to
come between God and us?
God has a
purpose for us, a mission or a job that we are specifically designed and made
to do. This is not to say that God has only one plan for us. The book that the
Bend UMC’s Bible study group just finished last night discussed what it means
to be in or out of God’s will. The author described a time in his life when he
felt he was outside of God’s will. He left Austin, left his church and moved to
Ft. Worth to work on his DMin. He felt that during those three years he was
outside of God’s will. He said eventually God brought him back to Austin.
I am not
sure that God’s will is ever that specific. Is it not just as likely that God
will use what we give God? Here’s my logic: I have felt that answering my call
to ministry was somewhat inevitable for me. I was made to be a pastor, and God
has been preparing me for this vocation as long as I can remember. One of my
former parishioners has told me when she was younger, she also felt called to
ordained ministry. We have talked about it a great deal, and I can see such
gifts and graces in her life, but she was reared in a denomination where women
were not given the opportunity to serve as ordained clergy. Now that she is in
the UMC, a denomination that would welcome her gifts, she feels she is just ‘too
old now.’ Yes, she is near to retirement age. That she has not answered this
call on her life the way I did does not mean she is any less faithful. Instead
of becoming a pastor, she is a vibrant and enthusiastic church volunteer and
leader. She has reared two boys and is now enjoying a beautiful granddaughter.
She is a brilliant and dedicated public servant, and she can offer the church
gifts of which I could never dream. Here is what I think: She was offered the
opportunity to serve God in one way. She chose a different way, and God still
used her gifts for the church, and still blessed her.
Here is another
example. In our discussion last night, one of the Bible Study-ers said that she
always felt called to be a pediatrician, but her brother talked her out of it.
Instead, she became a music teacher. Were children any less blessed because she
was a music teacher? I think not. I think God used her love for children to
bless her and others in a new way.
I refuse to
believe that there is only one path for our lives, and I refuse to believe that
if wander off that path, there is no hope. The reality of our free-will is such
that God does not interfere with our decisions, but instead God uses those
decisions to work out God’s plans. Paul writes in Romans 8, “We know that all
things work together for good
for those who love God, who are called according to his purpose” (NRSV). That
does not mean that everything that happens is good or in line with God’s will
and purposes, but God can and does work good out of what happens.
So to circle back to my sermon and the beginning of this post, it is not that we could do the wrong thing and interrupt God’s will for our lives. Yes, we can and do sin, which is contrary to God’s will for our lives, but that’s not what I’m going on about here. Instead, I am talking about fear. It seems to me that we are afraid to do much of anything for fear we will do it wrong, fail, or worse find out it was not what God wanted us to do. More than anything, I think God wants us to try, just try, be willing to step out in faith with an attitude that says, ‘I don’t know if I’m doing it right, I don’t know if I’ll succeed, but I know I can do something.’ Not doing anything for the kingdom of God is simply unacceptable, and it is not of God. To that we should (to paraphrase Jesus) say ‘SHUT UP.’ We have a purpose and a job to do, and if we are willing, God will use us to build the kingdom.
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